pasty,doughy mess

Friday did not happen.

But Licks and McDonalds did. More than I'd like to admit.

But I don't even have to admit to anything because the proof is sitting right above the waistband of my jeans. Spilling over and making itself visable through my shirt.

But that ended last night.

I'm insanely busy this week with midterms so I doubt I'll be making it to the gym, so I'm focusing on my diet. Moms and I went grocery shopping last night and I made sure to get some protein and leafy fibre so that I'll have good things to choose from. And drink enough water to drown myself.

Next week is reading week so I plan on living at the gym, aside from the days I'm not working.

And tanning, because it makes me look skinnier and less like a pasty doughy mess.

1....2.....3?!?!?!

Monday-Gym

Thursday-Gym

Friday-Gym???

Ladies and gents this week might be THE week.

Consecutive visits to the gym might happen!

Unfortunately it's hidden by the 3+ trips to fast food joints.

Good news though is that i've decoded my surge of fat-cravings as my body preparing for that special monthly time.

My uterus isn't aware that come tomorrow at 1:30 i'll be dosing up with another fresh round of hormones, pushing off hell week for another month.

Hopefully come Monday I'll be bloat-free and ready to diet without wanting to kill anyone!

And I'm pretty sure the compliment I got on my ass today was a result of the second skin pants I was wearing (rather than the loose yoga pants I normally wear) and not a result of physical change do to work outs.

My thighs are looking damn sexy though!

the nugget

I'm pretty sure my IPhone calorie counter app froze in a moment of silence when I entered in my supersized big mac meal as my lunch for today.

It's just way to easy to say "yes".

Alas, fast forward to now as I writher in gas pain and my body screams "NO" to my choices.

It's enough to get me back on the wagon though, tomorrow is a new day.

Hopefully better than the other day when I was cleaning up the remnants of another ill-advised McDonalds run and found a discarded nugget in the bottom of the bag. And ate it.

don't judge me...

ups and downs

Yesterday I went to McDonalds. My current thing is that if I'm going to eat fast food I might as well eat somewhere that's going to potentially win be a whack of money.

So far I think I've just gained weight.

I did go to the gym yesterday too.

I think part of the lure to go is so that I have a chance to talk to all the boys I have crushes on.

Well worth it.

So many foxy (nice) guys. But alas, I have awful taste in guys and have successfully found the potheads and the one that isn't driving because of his DUI.

Winners.

I'm going again tomorrow morning and I'm hoping to figure out a schedule so that I'm going 3 times a week, and then graduating to 5 times a week.

My goal is to lose 15 pounds by February 23 (my 25th birthday) and my reward will be my side tattoo.

Nothing more motivating than partially undressing in a public place in front of strangers to make you want to lose weight.

I just have to make sure I also have the cash to fund it...